12.22.2003

what am I listening to..?
silence...


it is...

the longest night of the year. you might think that would carry some other connotations with it, like darkest night of the year, coldest night of the year, but it is not.
i was just outside. it's almost fifty degrees. the sky is striped with high moving cirrus clouds, which offer an on again, off again view of the stars, affording a view of the heavens not unlike that through some celestial venetian blind. it is still and quiet. it is peaceful. it's too bad the peace within can't match the peace without...
my soul is very sore right now. even the beauty of this midwinter night cannot break the melancholy. i am feeling very, very empty and alone.

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