1.30.2005

a slight change...

to the evening's menu -
we decided to skip the soup, so I made a bed of yellow rice for the mushrooms, instead. When the mushrooms were done, I deglazed the pan with some white wine and made a little sauce to pour over it all.
Also made a Caesar salad, instead of the tomatoes and mozzarella.
damn, that was good.
pearls before swine...

Sunday...

is feast day at Stately Sad Old Goth Manor... on the menu for tonight:
Sad Old Goth's World Famous Potato Soup.
6 medium potatoes, peeled and cut into bit size pieces.
2 cups roughly chopped yellow onion.
4 cups roughly shredded green cabbage.
boil the above in 32.oz chicken stock until the potatoes can be pierced by a fork.
mash the potatoes just a little.
add to the mix:
3 thinly sliced carrots.
2 cups diced celery.
3 cups sliced mushrooms.
1 pint scalded milk.
a rue made from 6 tablespoons melted butter and two tablespoons of whole wheat flour.
salt.
pepper.
oregano.
fresh rosemary.
simmer, covered, over low heat until the carrots are soft.

With the soup we'll have some grilled portabello mushroom caps, marinated in olive oil, red wine vinegar and a dash of soy sauce, and a salad of grape tomatoes and chunks of mozzarella cheese, coated with salt, pepper and oregano, marinated in extra virgin olive oil.
Maybe I'll whip up some whole wheat muffins as well.
Wash it all down with some nice, cold beer.

pearls before swine...

1.27.2005

ok...

I don't usually do this stuff, but, what the hell...
I was very interested in the answers that I read on Gut Rumbles and Parkway Rest Stop, so here I go...

Random 10
George Harrison - All Things Must Pass
Beatles – The White Album
Procol Harum - A Salty Dog
Cream - Wheels of Fire
Leonard Cohen - Songs from a room
Moody Blues - To Our Children's Children's Children
The Doors - The Doors
Art Tatum - Piano Discoveries
Richard "Groove" Holmes - Richard "Groove" Holmes
Strawbs - Bursting at the Seams

1. What is the total amount of music files on your computer?
about 2.5 gigs, all copied from vinyl or cds I own.

2. The last CD you bought is:
Frank Zappa and the Mothers of Invention - One Size Fits All

3. What is the song you last listened to before this message?
Inca Roads - Frank Zappa and the Mothers of Invention

4. Five songs you often listen to or that mean a lot to you.
Bird on a Wire - Leonard Cohen
Russian Lullabye - Jimmy Rushing
The Chain - Fleetwood Mac
Tam Lin - Fairport Convention
The Raven and the North Sea Grassman - Sandy Denny

Well, there you go... at least for now, today. It always changes. I'd like to hear your choices!

pearls before swine...

1.24.2005

so, it snowed...

this weekend here in good old New Jersey. All told, I had about 16", by actual measurement, at the Manor. I spent about five hours on Saturday afternoon and evening trying to keep ahead of it and about five more hours on Sunday clearing the drive, the walks and a path out to the back forty so Sheba the Hound from Heck would have a place to go... I was feeling pretty bad for myself until I saw this...

This is what Hull, Mass., looked like after the same storm blew through, after combining with an off-shore low that produced hurricane force winds.
Remind me not to bitch about winter in New Jersey again, ok?
pearls before swine...

a rare treasure...

has been afforded me, after a long search and spending major bucks...
I've finally gotten my hands on a copy of the CD "Radiant Warmth" by Mari Boine.

Mari is a Sami songwriter and singer from the Finnimark region of Northern Norway and Finland, who sings in the style known as joiku, which has vocal similarities to those of the Native American singers. You can learn more about her and her unique talents by clicking here.
If you Google her, you can find sites where you can download her music.
I'd love to hear what you think of her.
pearls before swine...

Johnny Carson...


What sort of tribute can you give a person like him? Everything that can be said about him, has been said already. The Tonight Show was something that became part of your life and Johnny was someone that was invited into your home like a friend, not a guest. I didn't watch the show to see who was on, I watched the show to see Johnny. From the first time I saw him when I was about ten years old, when my father would let me stay up late on Friday night to watch the show with him, to my teens, when The Tonight Show and Johnny were great company for those long, sleepless nights, on into adulthood, when his humor and person took on an even greater depth, when there was nothing to do at 11:00 at night, there was always Carson.
I feel very privileged to have seen him in his time.
pearls before swine...

1.21.2005

AHHHHHHH..!


pearls before swine...

ahh...

and so it spreads...

who knows where this metal maddness will end...


first actual snow of the season is expected this weekend, so I think it will be the perfect time to shut down this bloggy for a while and do some housecleaning; lots of old links that need to be removed, lots of new ones to be included, maybe some tinkering with the layout... who knows where a weekend trapped in the manor with a bottle of scotch and idle hands may lead...
later...
pearls before swine...

1.20.2005

oh, those young Republicans...

First, there's Jenna...

here she is at dad's big gig today... is she maybe a closet metal head? or is she telling one of the Secret Service guys to get her two beers...? Couldn't you just see her all gothed out? The idea really warms up my little black heart...
And, just look at these lucky little armadillos...

I'd be all happy too, if I was getting stroked by a group of half lit Republican hotties... the gay guy excluded, of course... I can only shudder at thinking where his free hand is...
It must be fun slumming amongst the elite... I shall have to be content with my lowly station in life, I guess...
pearls before swine...

1.19.2005

wow...

I've not been this sick in many years. This afternoon was the first I got out of bed and did something since Monday night. I've been living on goldenseal tea with lemon and honey and the occasional piece of toast. I had to break down and take a few over the counter antihistemine drugs so my sinus drip would let up enough so I could get some sleep. The constant runny nose seems to be letting up, but is has settled in my chest. I hate coughing... I still feel weak as crap, but I have to drag myself back to work tomorrow, I can't imagine what my desk looks like.
I'm going to go try to eat something and then go back to bed.
later...
pearls before swine...

1.16.2005

where did the dream go..?

I was eleven years old when I heard the great Dr. King deliver his famous speech on the steps of the Lincoln Memorial, which was broadcast live on television. It had a great effect on me. I was brought up in a time and society of great racial intolerance. Off hand racial slurs and a demeaning attitude to African Americans, Orientals, Europeans and others were common place in my own home, uttered by my parents and relatives, and was something that I could never understand. I still don't.
Those who have, in their own mind, picked up the fallen flag of Dr. King's quest have done a great injustice to those who they pretend to represent. They have corrupted his message, his hopes, his dream and turned it into a reason to hate, a reason to not come together, but to stand further apart and they have caused a wound that will be hard to heal, by extolling the virtue of difference, rather than the need to be one, great American people.
These are great words, timeless words and an inspiration to all who believe that we are all one, we are all brothers and sisters, we are all human beings, inseparable one from the other in our passions, our desires and our hearts, despite the color of our skin, the language we speak or the faith we follow.
Take a few minutes to read them.



Five score years ago, a great American, in whose symbolic shadow we stand signed the Emancipation Proclamation. This momentous decree came as a great beacon light of hope to millions of Negro slaves who had been seared in the flames of withering injustice. It came as a joyous daybreak to end the long night of captivity. But one hundred years later, we must face the tragic fact that the Negro is still not free.

One hundred years later, the life of the Negro is still sadly crippled by the manacles of segregation and the chains of discrimination. One hundred years later, the Negro lives on a lonely island of poverty in the midst of a vast ocean of material prosperity. One hundred years later, the Negro is still languishing in the corners of American society and finds himself an exile in his own land.

So we have come here today to dramatize an appalling condition. In a sense we have come to our nation's capital to cash a check. When the architects of our republic wrote the magnificent words of the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, they were signing a promissory note to which every American was to fall heir.

This note was a promise that all men would be guaranteed the inalienable rights of life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. It is obvious today that America has defaulted on this promissory note insofar as her citizens of color are concerned. Instead of honoring this sacred obligation, America has given the Negro people a bad check which has come back marked "insufficient funds." But we refuse to believe that the bank of justice is bankrupt. We refuse to believe that there are insufficient funds in the great vaults of opportunity of this nation.

So we have come to cash this check -- a check that will give us upon demand the riches of freedom and the security of justice. We have also come to this hallowed spot to remind America of the fierce urgency of now. This is no time to engage in the luxury of cooling off or to take the tranquilizing drug of gradualism. Now is the time to rise from the dark and desolate valley of segregation to the sunlit path of racial justice. Now is the time to open the doors of opportunity to all of God's children. Now is the time to lift our nation from the quicksands of racial injustice to the solid rock of brotherhood.

It would be fatal for the nation to overlook the urgency of the moment and to underestimate the determination of the Negro. This sweltering summer of the Negro's legitimate discontent will not pass until there is an invigorating autumn of freedom and equality. Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. Those who hope that the Negro needed to blow off steam and will now be content will have a rude awakening if the nation returns to business as usual. There will be neither rest nor tranquility in America until the Negro is granted his citizenship rights.

The whirlwinds of revolt will continue to shake the foundations of our nation until the bright day of justice emerges. But there is something that I must say to my people who stand on the warm threshold which leads into the palace of justice. In the process of gaining our rightful place we must not be guilty of wrongful deeds. Let us not seek to satisfy our thirst for freedom by drinking from the cup of bitterness and hatred.

We must forever conduct our struggle on the high plane of dignity and discipline. we must not allow our creative protest to degenerate into physical violence. Again and again we must rise to the majestic heights of meeting physical force with soul force.

The marvelous new militancy which has engulfed the Negro community must not lead us to distrust of all white people, for many of our white brothers, as evidenced by their presence here today, have come to realize that their destiny is tied up with our destiny and their freedom is inextricably bound to our freedom.

We cannot walk alone. And as we walk, we must make the pledge that we shall march ahead. We cannot turn back. There are those who are asking the devotees of civil rights, "When will you be satisfied?" we can never be satisfied as long as our bodies, heavy with the fatigue of travel, cannot gain lodging in the motels of the highways and the hotels of the cities. We cannot be satisfied as long as the Negro's basic mobility is from a smaller ghetto to a larger one. We can never be satisfied as long as a Negro in Mississippi cannot vote and a Negro in New York believes he has nothing for which to vote. No, no, we are not satisfied, and we will not be satisfied until justice rolls down like waters and righteousness like a mighty stream.

I am not unmindful that some of you have come here out of great trials and tribulations. Some of you have come fresh from narrow cells. Some of you have come from areas where your quest for freedom left you battered by the storms of persecution and staggered by the winds of police brutality. You have been the veterans of creative suffering. Continue to work with the faith that unearned suffering is redemptive.

Go back to Mississippi, go back to Alabama, go back to Georgia, go back to Louisiana, go back to the slums and ghettos of our northern cities, knowing that somehow this situation can and will be changed. Let us not wallow in the valley of despair. I say to you today, my friends, that in spite of the difficulties and frustrations of the moment, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream.

I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident: that all men are created equal." I have a dream that one day on the red hills of Georgia the sons of former slaves and the sons of former slaveowners will be able to sit down together at a table of brotherhood. I have a dream that one day even the state of Mississippi, a desert state, sweltering with the heat of injustice and oppression, will be transformed into an oasis of freedom and justice. I have a dream that my four children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character. I have a dream today.

I have a dream that one day the state of Alabama, whose governor's lips are presently dripping with the words of interposition and nullification, will be transformed into a situation where little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls and walk together as sisters and brothers. I have a dream today. I have a dream that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed, and all flesh shall see it together. This is our hope. This is the faith with which I return to the South. With this faith we will be able to hew out of the mountain of despair a stone of hope. With this faith we will be able to transform the jangling discords of our nation into a beautiful symphony of brotherhood. With this faith we will be able to work together, to pray together, to struggle together, to go to jail together, to stand up for freedom together, knowing that we will be free one day.

This will be the day when all of God's children will be able to sing with a new meaning, "My country, 'tis of thee, sweet land of liberty, of thee I sing. Land where my fathers died, land of the pilgrim's pride, from every mountainside, let freedom ring." And if America is to be a great nation, this must become true. So let freedom ring from the prodigious hilltops of New Hampshire. Let freedom ring from the mighty mountains of New York. Let freedom ring from the heightening Alleghenies of Pennsylvania! Let freedom ring from the snowcapped Rockies of Colorado! Let freedom ring from the curvaceous peaks of California! But not only that; let freedom ring from Stone Mountain of Georgia! Let freedom ring from Lookout Mountain of Tennessee! Let freedom ring from every hill and every molehill of Mississippi. From every mountainside, let freedom ring.

When we let freedom ring, when we let it ring from every village and every hamlet, from every state and every city, we will be able to speed up that day when all of God's children, black men and white men, Jews and Gentiles, Protestants and Catholics, will be able to join hands and sing in the words of the old Negro spiritual, "Free at last! free at last! thank God Almighty, we are free at last!"




pearls before swine...

1.15.2005

oh...

poor me... I've been fighting off the dreaded evil germ that seems to have inflicted most of my kith and kin with runny nose, coughy throat and drippy sinuses, but to no avail.. it has gotten me in it's evil clutches. I have all symptoms noted above and the pressure in my sinuses is making my recent dental adventure hurt all the more during what seems to be an endless healing process. Good thing I have nothing more to do the rest of this weekend than a light shopping and watching football and basketball. ugh.
I'll be back after I feel better.

pearls before swine...

1.11.2005

geez...

I just won't fucking go away, will I?
Check out
themanwhofellasleep
If I had any talent, I would have a page like this guy. Enjoy.
pearls before swine...

I am...

a drunken man...
Nothing like half a bottle of wine on an empty gut. I guess a Tuesday night is as good a night as any to get a bag on, what? What are you up to tonight?
I'm sitting here blogging, drinking wine, eating a killer salad and listening to King Crimson's "The ConstruKCtion of Light" CD. There's freezing rain beating against the windows of the manor, I'm surrounded by candlelight, Sheba the Hound from Heck and Tiger the Cat are curled up together before the fire and all is (almost) right with the world. The Mrs. is in the kitchen, listening to a basketball game on the wireless. My computer is behaving, for some odd reason. My motor skills are still good enough to type without using the backspace key too much. I'm loving life. Ah, shall I wax nostalgic? Nah, why bore you with snippets of past loves and lives... how about the now? Sorry, nothing much interesting there, either. How about a list? Yeah, a list. Of things that I want to do before I go four-up... Let's see, where to begin...
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Oh, fuck it. I can't think of anything worthwhile, nor anything that could possibly happen. How about a list of things that I wish I could do before the big dirt nap, no matter how impossible they might be? Hang on, here we go...
1. Have dinner with Charles Dickens, Marilyn Manson, Ayn Rand, Richard Brautigan, Kate Bush, Robert Fripp, David Bowie, Brian Eno, Bryan Ferry, J.R.R. Tolkien, J.K. Rowling, Sandy Denny and Jesus Christ. (and have someone other than me pick up the tab...)
2. Have a Sunday afternoon picnic in an ancient cemetery with Alfred Hitchcock and Jerome K. Jerome.
3. Be a real pirate. Parrot optional...
4. Invent something useful without desire for profit or personal gain.
5. Ride my deceased '57 panhead chopper just one more time...
6. Know what the fuck I'm doing. Just once.
7. Take back the one really shitty thing I've ever done in my life. Sorry, V.
8. Forget that there really isn't a Santa Claus.
9. Learn to play the ukalele. (that might happen, stand by...)
10. Have a cup of coffee and a cigarette with my dad, while watching a Jerry Lewis movie.
11. Grow up.


fuck. now I have a headache and I'm thinking too much. Wine, salad, King Crimson and blogging have all finished at the same, exact moment. There's a sign for you..
'night.


pearls before swine...

why blog..?

(this is sort of for Erin).
I read a lot of blogs every day. They range from the wildly different blogs of my goth kin, to news blogs, tech blogs, redneck blogs, pro-government and anti-government blogs, home restoration blogs, new-age blogs, wiccan blogs and just plain folks with an interest in sharing their lives blogs. Some of them are what I think of as mega-blogs, with hit counters in the millions and some are, like mine, struggling to make the 10k mark. Some of them make me laugh, some make we think, some bewilder me and confound me. All of them are wonderful, because they are little slices of peoples lives, whether they are informational, entertaining or just fun to read. There's humor, angst, opinion, rants, deep knowledge and there's some that are just so out of left field that you can't help but love them. There's a whole community of people "out there" that feel it's somehow necessary to share of themselves in some way and that, in my generally worthless opinion, is why we do it. There's no rules, no standards, no set format. There's no reason for you to read this, except that you might be interested in what's going on in my crazy life that I need to share with people that I'll probably never meet, except through your own blogs and, really, how cool is that? I'm not a social animal. If there's a get together, I'm the wallflower. I'd rather sit back and observe than jump in the middle and stir stuff up, except when I'm writing in here. I can voice my mind without seeing the look on another person's face and how they're reacting to what I've just said, which will, no doubt, alter what I might say next. If readers don't like what I say here, they can, with a simple click of a mouse, go away and find something else to read. Maybe my life experience is something that I feel is worth sharing, no matter how contrite or insignificant I might feel it is, but here is where I can let it out. Blogging is a lot like facing life, in a way. Once you come to terms with it, you can let some of it out of the box to wander around a bit and see what happens. I'm no pro at it. Few are. This guy is. So is this guy. They were the inspiration for me to try it out for myself.
I guess, for me, anyway, the best approach to it is somewhat like fishing. You gather the tools, decide on a place to try it out, figure out your bait and cast away. Most of the time you just wet your line, but once in a while, damn it, you catch something and then the fun begins. It's really nothing to fret over. You don't have to have the best blog on the web. Just have some fun. It's a bit like sex... you hope for the best and it usually is...


Well, enough about that. The humble wine cellar of Stately Sad Old Goth Manor was plundered, raped and pillaged over the holidays... time to restock. I'm into the last bottle of 2001 Liberty School Cabernet, all that's left are some French and Italian table wines that will, no doubt, be called to duty soon. I think an afternoon in the local wine shop is in order this weekend. Maybe this summer when the black mulberry tree is if full attack, dropping fruit all over my sidewalk and driveway, I'll gather enough to make four or five gallons of mulberry port. I made some a long time ago and it presented an unprecedented attack on my brain cells that I've been waiting to recover from ever since... good stuff, that. I also made some mead once that had an alcohol content that was near fatal. And hallucinatory... No wonder those Viking fellows got so riled up. I was ready to dress in skins and have at folks with swords myself after a few jars of that stuff. Made some ale once that would raise the hairs, too.


So... enough about this and that. Be sure to keep abreast of what's going on with our Penn Jersey She Devils Roller Derby league by visiting the roller-blog. Things are finally starting to come together and there should be some announcements soon.
I might be back later. or not.

pearls before swine...

1.09.2005

ah, solid food...

finally, my mouth is feeling well enough to endure chewing on some (almost) solid food. I whipped up a killer Caesar salad tonight, with home made croutons, red leaf, romaine and spinach, fresh grated Parmesan cheese, home made dressing and lots of black pepper, topped with strips of nice, hot, rare roast beef. Yummy. All washed down by an excellent Liberty School 2001 Cabernet.
Anyone who says they eat only to survive is nuts. Savoring good food is one of the great experiences of life.
We took down all the Christmas/Solstice/Yule decorations today. The manor looks so stark and joyless without them. I think it's time to do some major redecorating around here to liven the place up a bit. It's nice and dark and homey right now, but I think we're due for a change. I think my ideas of home decor have been influenced by the recent kitchen overhaul; it went from being dark, full of unpainted wood and earthy tones to mostly bright greens and white, which was quite a transformation. It was a room I only spent time in when I needed to cook or eat, but now I enjoy just hanging out in there.
Maybe I'm just a little depressed that the holidays are over and the weight of winter looms ahead. It's been grey and cold for so long, I wish it would just snow and get it over with. It's either been cold and rainy or misty or unseasonably warm and sunny. Winter in New Jersey hasn't been what it used to be years ago. When I was a kid, it was usually snowy around Christmas and definitely through January and February. Now it's hit or miss. I find myself torn between wanting to spend the rest of my days in a place where it's warm most of the time and where winter is something to contend with in order to survive. I really wouldn't mind living in a little house in the woods of Vermont or Maine, where I'd be stranded for a month or two during the winter. Then again, living in some land of eternal summer would be nice. At least I could garden year round.
No matter, I'll probably spend the rest of my life here in the manor, wishing I was somewhere else...
pearls before swine...

1.07.2005

ow...

well, I had my offending molar cut out today...

rather than slicing my gums open, the dentist decided to retract the gum around the tooth and, using a drill and something that looked like a large punch, sectioned the tooth into three pieces and twisted them out one by one. The left side of my face looks like a chipmunk with a winters store of nuts in it's cheek and the whole left side of my upper jaw and roof of my mouth are hurting in a way that actually defies description, so I'll leave it up to your imagination. The Vicodin isn't doing much to help it, but it's always fun to be in la-la land...
And, to top if off, I didn't eat anything this morning before I went to have it done, since novocaine makes me nauseous sometimes and I can't really eat anything now and man, am I hungry.
Just thought I'd share this with you. Leave sympathetic comments below.
ugh...
pearls before swine...

1.05.2005

a feast, a feast..!

In honor of Twelfth Night, Mrs. SOG made a wonderful feast of roast beef, cooked to perfection in our ancient Dutch oven, mounds of mashed potatoes (I peeled and mashed them... Ahem...), delicious gravy spiked with red wine and steamed green beans, all washed down with pints of spiced ale! Ah, gluttony, the finest of the seven sins!
And now in the parlor, the Christmas/Solstice/Yule tree is lit for the last time. Soon it will be time for us to relieve it of it's decorations and garland and lights, and, with most gracious thanks for it's beauty and it's service, take it out to the brush pile to join the remains of so many that have come before it. We will put up the empty corner to celebrate the rest of the year...
The long part of winter awaits, crouched like a cat on the hunt, stalking us like the ignorant, playful prey we are. Soon it will pounce and it will be full on, the days of January and February snows will come, like they always do, to confound all our attempts to keep warm and offer us a wonderful white playland to pass our time. We will spend our nights before the fire and our days braving wind and cold to attend to our tasks, but we will prevail, like we always do, to shine once again, like the god who is reborn and has started his climb into the heavens once more, like he always does. Soon the cold and the wet and the wind and the snow will be a memory and the goddess will blossom and fill our eyes and hearts with her warmth. Spring is a promise, Summer is the promise fulfilled. We will stay warm in our hearts and await her gift...

pearls before swine...

1.02.2005

yep...

it's 2005. New Year's Eve came and went, we had about fifteen people over, had lots of good food to eat, lots of fun stuff to drink and, at midnight, fireworks!
I've been spending the last two days in mellow relaxation. There'll be time enough for hardcore mental activity when I go back to work on Tuesday. Don't expect too much here before that. If you get bored, click here to have some fun with hotdogs.
later.
pearls before swine...